should i listen to him?

today i woke up at 6 in the afternoon i think. i then got out of bed after watching young sheldon through youtube shorts for 30 minutes i think. i combed my hair and went downstairs to eat some ice cream i think. i went back upstairs and wanted to animate, but i smoked cigarettes i think. and then i went back downstairs to finish the tub of vanilla bean ice cream. and then i went back upstairs. and then i went back down stairs to retrieve pepperoni. i went back upstairs to eat the pepperponi. and then i woke my mom up at 2 am to get jack in the box. and then i ate the chicken sandwich at the jack in the box. it changed my life. it is the best chicken sandwich i have ever had. better than kfc. better than chick fil a. better than mcdonalds. and then i ate the curly fries. and then i went home. and then i went upstairs. and then i started drinking the dr pepper with no ice i got. and then i wrote this post. it is 3:18 am currently. the chicken sandwich was amazing. as well as the dr pepper.

I BEAT IT! FOR THE FIRST TIME! 4TH GRADE ME WOULD BE PROUD!! REJOICE! REJOICE! GLORIOUS DAY! GLORIOUS DAY!

I think my drawing tablet is broken. I use a Gaomon PD2200, and I don’t know what happened, but recently, the drivers keep saying that there’s no device detecte. If any of you on this website know how to fix this and would be willing to help me, that would be absolutely terrific.

I have a lot of mixed feelings right now. I feel like a thousand bricks have been lifted off my shoulders, and I feel a lot better now. But a part of me also thinks that it should’ve ended differently. I don’t know for certain. I don’t even know if I’m in the clear, or if I should have ended it differently. Maybe I’ll never know. But even if I don’t know, I did learn one thing. I learned to be a lot more mature with my thoughts and my feelings, and I also learned that I’m growing up. I’m older now, and as an older person I need to be more cautious and aware of what I say on the Internet. I need to learn to respect boundaries and to be a more professional person. I know I acted very immature in the past. I have one message for everyone that I have been immature to in the past. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry that I let my feelings get the better of me. I was a dumb kid. I know that doesn’t make it any better, but that’s my reasoning. I acted different, I thought different, and I didn’t think straight. As a matter of fact, I haven’t thinked straight, or felt the same in about two years. It all felt like some lucid dream. Now I feel something like my old self again. I learned from my mistakes, and I plan to move on from them. 

I promise going forward. I will not let my emotions get the better of me. I will move from my past. If you’re still reading this, and plan to give me another chance, thank you for not giving up on me yet.

what are the odds

thank you for 100 fans

I’m gonna upload a video on YouTube in a few days discussing my return and plans for the upcoming

year.

So I contacted Tom about this, and he made me eligible for re-scouting again. I still don’t know what happened, but oh well. Since this is the day before the deadline, I don’t expect to be signing up for the secret santa, which kinda sucks, but what can I do about it. Oh well. ( I’ve said that twice) I think I’m gonna try to improve my art going forward. I think that was why I was unscouted.