I had a nervous breakdown a few months ago; shortly after I posted the Fantano animation. I curled up in a ball and hid from everyone. I lost all my friends because I was scared and stupid. I wanted to hide, and I did. I isolated myself with nothing but my own thoughts for a few months, and I came out of it with a new mind.

I thought about what happened that lead me to isolate myself, and I now know why. I wanted attention, and I made a lot of bad decisions because I wanted to feel approval. I said a lot of things I shouldn’t have said, and did a lot of things I should’ve have done. I now view a lot things I did in the past with a different perspective. I hate most of the things I did in the past. I hate who I was. I was a dumb asshole middle schooler who shouldn’t have had access to the internet.

With that in mind, I unlisted some of my older animations on YouTube, such as There Is She Stomps 1 and 2, and Wild Wild World Part 1. I don’t plan to unpublish the versions on here for archival purposes though.

I’m also abandoning my discord server. I’m not gonna start another one until I’m 18. And I’m not deleting it, for archival purposes also.

I’ve also been thinking about my current projects, and how I feel about them. Long story short, I don’t feel comfortable making There Is She Stomp 3 or the TDK episode I was working on anymore. I would love to finish them someday, but I don't think it would be right.

As for the future, I’m working on the script for another TDK episode right now, and I’m about 50 percent done with my Cooper2723 fan animation (which somehow is taking longer to complete than Movie Maniacs). I’m also working on some music, and I have plans for 2 more animations, but that’s it for now.

And that’s all I have to say. I think I’m more mature than I’ve ever been, but I still have a long way to go. I still need to work on myself. And that can’t be rushed. I hope you all have a great day. Take care everyone.

(Also fingers crossed that this will be the last post I make like this)

EDIT: I somehow forgot to mention this but I also abandoned my Twitter and DeviantArt accounts.