I have a lot of mixed feelings right now. I feel like a thousand bricks have been lifted off my shoulders, and I feel a lot better now. But a part of me also thinks that it should’ve ended differently. I don’t know for certain. I don’t even know if I’m in the clear, or if I should have ended it differently. Maybe I’ll never know. But even if I don’t know, I did learn one thing. I learned to be a lot more mature with my thoughts and my feelings, and I also learned that I’m growing up. I’m older now, and as an older person I need to be more cautious and aware of what I say on the Internet. I need to learn to respect boundaries and to be a more professional person. I know I acted very immature in the past. I have one message for everyone that I have been immature to in the past. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry that I let my feelings get the better of me. I was a dumb kid. I know that doesn’t make it any better, but that’s my reasoning. I acted different, I thought different, and I didn’t think straight. As a matter of fact, I haven’t thinked straight, or felt the same in about two years. It all felt like some lucid dream. Now I feel something like my old self again. I learned from my mistakes, and I plan to move on from them. 

I promise going forward. I will not let my emotions get the better of me. I will move from my past. If you’re still reading this, and plan to give me another chance, thank you for not giving up on me yet.